My World: March 2005

3.27.2005

he has to ask.

"And the Lord said, Peter, Indeed Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat: But I have prayed for you, that your faith will not fail...

And he said unto him, Lord, I am ready to go with thee, both into prison, and to death.
And he said, I tell thee, Peter, the cock shall not crow this day, before that thou shalt thrice deny that thou knowest me...
Then they took him, and led him, and brought him into the high priest's house. And Peter followed afar off.
And when they had kindled a fire in the midst of the hall, and were set down together, Peter say down among them.
But a certain maid beheld him as he sat by the fire, and earnestly looked upon him, and said, This man was also with him.
And he denied him, saying, Woman, I know him not.
And after a little while another saw him, and said, Thou art also of them. And Peter said, Man, I am not.
And about the space of one hour after another confidently affirmed, saying, Of a truth this fellow also was with him: for he is a Galilaean.
And Peter said, Man, I know not what thou sayest. And immeadiately, while he yet spake, the cock crew.
And the Lord turned, and looked upon Peter.
And Peter remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said unto him, Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice.

And Peter went out, and wept bitterly."

Luke 22:31-24, 54-62

One of the main reasons why I love this passage is the incredible theamtic elements in it. Such drama. The first few passages have been an incredible comfort to me. Satan has to ask God before he even so much as touches me, and that is just so comforting. Whatever happens was inside of God's will and happened for a reason and I have absolutely no cause to worry. It just really simplifies things. And the last few are just heart wrenching. Whenever I read of Peter's betrayal my heart is just crushed. So many times, you can almost feel that look from the Lord. Peircing through your flesh and seeing everything out there in the open. And it just doesn't say "Peter wept." It say's that he wept bitterly! I can't even imagine all the pain and affliction and shame he felt. And I think even then, Peter might have known a little of what was coming. I mean all these passages before Christ's death and rising again, there was such darkness. You can sense it coming off the pages, but we can't even imagine the spiritual darkness during those moments.

I think Matthew 27:45-54 really captures that well.

"Now from the sixth hour there was darkness over all the land unto the ninth hour.
And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani? that is to say, My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken me?
Some of them that stodd there, when they heard that, said, This man calleth for Elias.
And straightway one of them ran, and took a spunge, and filled it with vinegar, and put it on a reed, and gave him to drink.
The rest said, Let be, lut us see whether Elias will come to save him.
Jesus, when he had cried again with a loud voice, yeilded up the ghost.
And, behold, the veil of the temple was rent in two from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent;
And the graves were opened; and many bodies of the saints which slept arose,
And came out of the graves after his resurrection, and went into the holy city, and appeared unto many.
Now when the centurion, and they that were with him, watching Jesus, saw the earthquake, and those things that were done, they feared greatly, saying, Truly this was the Son of God."

The Bible is so Beautiful!


I'm leaving tomorrow for London, Scotland, and Wales! SEE YOU LATER!

3.26.2005

My Parents Pray. :>)

Prayers went up and heaven came down...


My memories of my brothers and me
Make me marvel at the way the years went by
Here we are, how'd we ever get this far?
I wonder how, and I wonder why
Then I recall what these boys often saw
When we would stop to look in Mom and Daddy's door
They'd bow their heads while they knelt beside their bed
And we could hear them lift our names before the Lord

Mama prayed and Jesus stood beside us
Dady prayed and the devil had to run
God looked down, and His angels guarded through the harder days
'Cause Mama prayed and Daddy prayed

Now the boys are grown raising boys of their own
In a world a little darker than before
But the prayers go on every night and every dawn
'Cause they still bow and lift our names before the Lord

Mama prays and Jesus stands beside us
Daddy prays and the devil has to run
God looks down and His angels guard us through the harder days
'Cause Mama prays and Daddy prays

-Chris Rice


This is my brother Jon and his girlfriend, Heather Posted by Hello

3.17.2005

ossified...??

"I don't expect one of these ossified, petrified, mildewed, dyed-in-the-wool, stamped-on-the-cork, blown-in-the-bottle, horizontal, perpendicular Presbyterians or Episcopalians to shout "Amen!" but it would do you Methodists good to loosen up...I believe half of the professing Christians amount to nothing as a spiritual force. They go to church, have a kindly regard for religion, but as for having a frim grip on God,... and a willingness to strike hard, staggering blows against the devil, they are almost failures."

-Billy Sunday

Seeing the Invisible

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal."

II Corinthians 4:16-18

3.16.2005

prayer

Prayermeeting tonight! It was great. Well for one, I have my brother back. Jon recently got saved and he's back in fellowship with God so I'm very excited. And also his girlfriend Heather got saved and is eagerly spreading the gospel and inviting friends to church. Praise God!
But prayer was so SWEET tonight. It was just awesome. I couldn't stop smiling! I felt so filled and happy and overwhelmed. We had it at our house tonight and I curled up and hugged my knees to my chest and I almost felt His arm around my shoulders and like He was praying with me. And I had awesome peace. That familiar peace the passes all knowledge of man. And I wanted Him to be there so I could whisper to Him. But anyways, it was good. good night!

3.14.2005

Sunday thoughts on Monday

Run past the gifts and to the Giver
Give Him a great big hug
He'll feel you shiver
As your smilin' face
Shows God's grace
'Cuz you ran to the Giver
The mark's got it's quiver
You feel a whole lot bigger
'Cuz you ran past the gifts and to the Giver

3.04.2005


I got first twice! : ) Posted by Hello


this is my first show ever. This was about two weeks after Prez was put down, and I'm riding Flagship, Joce's horse. She's down there in the pics somewhere.  Posted by Hello


Memory Lane begins here with one of my favorite memories of all time. My hero, My best friend, My teacher, My confidence builder, and the best horse in the whole world.  Posted by Hello


schooling show last may, somehow Bob managed to catch the one moment where his head wasn't sticking up! haha! Posted by Hello


he's a little tired... : > ) Posted by Hello


this was either after he went flying off his feet, or before... can't remember.. : P Posted by Hello


prezzy Posted by Hello


fun times at the barn! joce loves those every-time-i-turn-around pics. : ) don't you?? Posted by Hello


no really! its tons of fun! : ) at least it was for me... Posted by Hello


mom said i was always climbing on things Posted by Hello


me and nate Posted by Hello


family pic Posted by Hello


I love this pic! : ) Posted by Hello

3.03.2005


ANGEL Posted by Hello

3.02.2005

My Prayer

Fresh page, new pen
Where do I begin
Words fail, tears come
I need someone
To take the thoughts I almost think
And carry them to God for me

Deep breath, exhale
Breathe in deeper still
Long sigh, I’m still numb
Is there anyone
Who can find the things I’m barely feeling
And give them wings beyond my ceiling?

Right heart, wrong place
It’s too far to outer space
Sorry, I forgot, You’re right here
I cup my hands around Your ear
I feel you smile, You feel my breath
You listen while I whisper non-sense

Simple exchange
Your will, I’m changed
And now my prayer ends
Thank You, Amen


-Chris Rice

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